Be tough

Too much talk today about the father of the topic, several times, tears almost welling. Best for me in this world who is a father. But now he has and I am far. Never see my father's face. No longer pull than my father's hand. Dad no longer feel the temperature. Only that very little with my photos.womens herve leger strapless dress 
Shou County, a few days ago to see aunt. Speaking of father's death, she casually said: blame you give your father an operation. My heart was really good sore. Year and month. I still can not untie the knot, is why I want to give dad surgery. Is the wrong decision led to my father's departure. Knew the results would be today. Even if people accuse me of not being dutiful daughter. As long as Dad can stay with me that they considered what infamy?
But our sons and daughters, who do not want their parents, and when that parent is sick. Time is not with us long. Who would not want to use all financial and material resources to extend their lives. When the doctor said that my father only one year's time. My heart suddenly fell through the ice in the. But when the doctor said that surgery can be extended seven to eight years. True. I am like a child in the dark to find a bright exports. Not to mention seven to eight years. Is three to five years. I also think it is worth. Because I want a father by my side. Really want. If I know the surgery will fail. Dad would leave us in this way. I do not let my father die to surgery.
More than a year. How many nights I dream awoke crying. So many dreams and dad meet. Wake up to know my father never come back.vintage herve leger strapless dress 
Since then I have become stronger. Not easily shed tears. Deep sadness because I have kept in the heart. Only the dead of night I will let it out. I do not want others to see the sad look, just to let everyone remember that I am confident that happy smile.