Tuesday, May 31, 2011

English exam

English exam at the end of the afternoon I is very calm mind go out from the examination room. I don't know why I did so calm. Calm overwhelming. That afternoon sun, but seems to have no special everywhere bright and shine some dazzling, bright lets the person dizzy. Through the crowds noisy cicadas surge classmates and watched around the playground indescribable appearance and not an indescribable expression, I could not say words. Some people laugh, but complicated ingredients meaning smile, let a person see unknown very sad. Somehow, I suddenly feel very uncomfortable. Remember yesterday evening, the bedroom have personal really looking forward to speaking, after an exam tomorrow, we must carnival ah. Another man said, today math exams, so bad "huan" estimate is impossible, as for "crazy" still almost, but still had better carnival. I think everybody has really escape after exams, joy has really enough passion to carnival. But didn't. Everything is not I imagined that appearance. All seemed pointless, seem to collapse, seem to aging. Exhaustion gaunt. Exhausted. Suddenly have seed fall into the abyss of felling. Remember those we spent in the countless exhausted under fluorescent, of the night to write the countless papers, there are all kinds of ink, of the wind fall upon us with traces of the time surface leaves, remembered in class teaching out many songs... For an instant, I remember that many had appeared in our life things. Sorrow and sad also in an instant double.mbt kisumu grey men's sandals 
 

The streets are being held a what activities, participants was surrounded with bullpen. I through the crowd, suddenly heard someone say, behind this time, we also fasten graduates. Intonation glad, tone, and relaxed. I return overdo see two students looking people are excited to talk about graduation views. They should be ninth-grader's right. Suddenly remembered that, on the tall, looking at the high school graduates bags left behind, I was also excitedly say the words, "fasten this time, we also graduated". Then I think graduation is a happy and happy things, just like the appreciation of a fine piece of art. But it away from us is really are too far away. Achievable. How to say there two years? But two years after good quick, seems to be looking, and, well, we so the graduation. And is not the same thought. No vision of happiness and happiness. How so?
That afternoon I return to school when going to bedroom, met with small leather. She said one of her friends in the evening want to hold a party county, ask me to not go. I asked the those who go there. She said of our class have static have thao Ming and sun, and all else is my friend's classmates. I say ah. At dusk, everyone has assembled at the school gate. Then a large group of people is so vastly set off.mbt tunisha black leather women's shoes
The night comes, as slow as the ink in water drops, gradually spread, and eventually spread into a desperate darkness, as an uncertain future. Remember the high time, as long as the weather is fine, I and bright and WangLong, we three people after lunch, total want to the lawn with the sunshine. Is actually to chat. This seems to be a habit. We talk about is content to many things in the future. At first we talked very pleasant, but chat to finally we will change the very desperate. Then is silent. Because the reality is so cruel too harsh. We don't know our future will be any appearance. Probably just like wind and rain night. Chilly and darkness. But what way? We simply no turning back. The sun is so bright sky, can the earth we are so desperate. The street lights at the roadside. Although light is very weak, but if no street light, then darkness may really will we surrounded. Although future despair, but our hearts are still have hope. Although this hope is like roadside streetlights place sends out light as weak, but because there are street light, we can see the road beneath, can find a way forward, it is also for hope, we just can shambling faces as a dark unknown future night, can run no to pursue their dreams.
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